So I've been thinking for the past few days; about what I want to be when I grow up, you know, when I'm in Yale/Cambridge/Harvard/Oxford University...
To be independent..
To be like, accepted because I'm super brainy and "all-rounded"
To be like, you know, the "perfect daughter"...
haha....
Sometimes I feel so jealous I bet that my eyes turned really green because sometimes, on the news they'll show us these really brainiac people who got accepted in their dream university...
Argh..
I get sick when I see their happy, smiley faces...
I'm not blaming them, of course because they work their way to the top..
I got jealous because it seemed impossible to me to achieve those things...
Even though I'm the most optimistic out of all my friends, I still feel like there's something that is pulling me away from achieving that goal..
Hmm..
Maybe it's because of my stupidity?
No... That can't be it...
How can I be stupid?
I'm scoring every exams that I take...
But, I have a really atrocious feeling that when I come to this stage ( when I graduate from Yale/Cambridge/Harvard/Oxford university ) that I'd want time to turn back when I'm still in school, having "fun"..that is if you call studying "fun"...Have you ever noticed that "studying" is the word "student" and "dying" put together? Oh My Gosh.. THIS FREAKIN' WORD SHOULD BE BANNED! hahaha..
Well, anyways, I feel that time is flying too fast...most of the times, I wish that I could have the power and just STOP TIME!
Gosh..
Talking about time just made me realize how long I've spend on writing this blog..
Toodles, guys!